Dia yg bergelar Ayah..

Mmg dia ayah,abh,papa atau apa pun pnggilan yg diberi..tapi adakah dia yg paling memahami kehendak manusia yang bernama anak..aku sedar slagi aku belum bersuami ak tanggungjawabnya tp apakah aku tiada hak untuk memilih kehidupanku sendiri..aku cuba utk menerima semuanye ttp terlalu berat utk ku pndam segalanya..sakit hati yg teramat membuat ku mnjadi batu walaupun kepada ayahku sndiri..ABAH..mengerti lah perasaan anakmu ini..tiada lain yang ku pinta selain kasih syg mu..ampunkan dosa ak..cuma ak sudah tidak mampu..salam

BoWLinG TiMe!!!

THE CHAMPION

EN EMAN N ME

PEMENANG N PENGALAH

CIK KIWI

MUKE2 PENGALAH

22 July,5.30pm,WangsaWalk- Me,mom,adk n en eman bermain bowling..asalnyer nk jumpe ex-officemate tp last2 ktorg yg beria men bowling..ak ngan bju kurung selamba je maen tanpa memikirkan mase depan..hahaha..permainan bowling pon start..awl2 lg da taw yg mmg mak yg akan menang..mne x nye ex-champion kn..unlucky me ak dpt tmpat last..cdey je..:-( TAPI xpe..bak kate VINCENT CHONG AF1 " kita semua pemenang tiada PENGALAH"..haih suke2 je apek sorg ni mne ntah die dpt ayat pengalah tu..hehehe..En Eman ngan bangga nye dpt 2nd place..malu den..hehe..adk ak a.k.a cik kiwi pon dpt kalahkn ak..mmg malu tahap dewa2 la..so tanpa berlengah di atas ini di lampirkan gambar2 semasa aktiviti dijalankan.(mcm surat kiriman rasmi lak)..happy reading,watching,viewing..etc

im BACK!!!!

hoish lme gler xupdate blog..mcm2 cter nk bgtaw nie..hehe..

1st- im going to gombak 6th July..cm xready je..tp kne kuat smangat..chaiyok2!!!

2nd- long sem break ni mcm2 ak blaja n bwat..antaranya kerja kt CELCOM(berbaloi2),jd driver spenoh mase utk mak n adik ak..mcm2 la yg xtercapai akal korg..

3rd- cuti ni jgak la mnjadi ujian cinta utk ak..berjauhan ngan si dia berbulan2 lmenye..alhamdulillah sume ok..cm die ckp "we could learn to miss each other" n mmg ak rindu-lah kt die..*wink2*

4th- ak da mnjadi businesswoman..menjual contact lens..so kwn2 marilah beli lens ak..haha..

tu je la kowt..rindu nyer nk update blog lg..weee~

~HARI SELENDANG SEDUNIA~

(tribute to kak mimah!!)

Assalamualaikum..salam sejahtera..salam muhibbah..salam terakhir(eh2 ade gak)..:P

sari berita penting: sekumpulan pelajar UIA didapati mempunyai tema pelik dalam pemakaian mereka..berita spenuhnya di bawah...

hye people!! today is monday..perlu kew??hehe..wtever laa..today's class starts with CCT with xifu n poetry with miss hanita..cm bse la g class msti pki bju an..so smlm di atas cadangan dari pihak2 atasan ktorg diminta pki jubah hitam+selendang warna warni(ala2 eskrem paddlepop tu)hehehe..n diatas keseragaman ktorg tmbul la 1 name bru "THE SELENDANG GURLZ"..best kn??? mne x best 1st two row sume pki cmtu..mmg gojes la kn..diketuai oleh echah n assistantnyer pizoh..hari selendang sedunia bjalan lancar..ak nk wat cadangan la pas ni nk wat hari tudung eikin plak..bru la ade variation kn..xpew2 pape update tunggu n lihat jela..sekian laporan dari balai berita "THE SELENDANG GURLZ"..salam 1Malaysia!!

Eyes of the Heart

Eyes of the Heart

Sad heart please disguise

For me I cannot hide

Of all the hurt I feel inside

And all the tears from my eyes

Cant afford to loose my eyes

For all the pain I feel inside

Just want everything to slide

So I can shine in the sunrise

If there is an escape

Please let the feeling go away

I just want to feel at ease

From the heart that out of shape

O my heart come and play

And to let it be the way it is

10.01.2010

16.05

-drop some comment k..

mad?? hurt?? jealous??

i dont noe how to describe my feeling now..its all mixed up..i also dont noe if i should feel this way..but its just a feeling of losing the one u love..whether family,friends or etc...it also a mix feeling of annoyed n irritated..i just hate this feeling n the person..S**T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i dont want to get mad to the person..im mad to myself at the first place to let them know each other..i noe i shouldnt let them know..but things already happen theres no point of regretting..so i come to a conclusion..i wouldnt care what they gonna do anymore..i dont give a damn on what to happen..this is it!! bye..

p/s: for U..if u mess with him u're messing up with me too..

happy birthday to him!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!! <3>

the birthday was today 07.10.10..early isn't it..its his 20th birthday..die da tue...heheheh...im planning his party since last week ok!! coz i really didnt noe what to do..tkot sebenarnye...mcm2 r plan from kwan2 sume..n last nite one of my dormates suggest very brilliant plan..its to malukan him and at the same time suprise him..

the plan goes...

scene 1: me n my fwen sit at different table..pretend not to know each other..

scene 2: while ktorg order the food sume..suddenly akq kedai tu come up with the cake..so if its ur birthday mati2 engt tu kek korg an..

scene 3: akq tu pon dtg n bwk the cake through our table but then my fwen kt table len tu pnggil said that the cake was theirs..

scene 4: then my fwen poyo2 la sowh amek gambar..mule2 the whole group nye gmbr then to focus on the cake..n of course the cake ade name die..he was shocked n ketawe kuat kowt..

alhamdulillah the plan went as it plan...im happy to do all this just for him to have a rememberence of me being his girlfriend..

sooo...that all..

mood: happpppyyyy!!!!